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[Aug. 15th, 2005|10:28 am] |
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| | ryan cabrera- exit to exit | ] |
too much to write. if i had to write everything, i would have to write down my entire summer. and well, its just been crazy. not the summer i imagined during the year, obviously nothing close to the unbelievable amazing perfectness that was last summer, but still some good things have happened. first of all, i think ive updated to steuby. after young apostles, i kind of hit a downward spiral. but my guardian angels, especially nick, picked me up and forced the truth out of me. my whole year came out, and a little over a week ago, HE CAME BACK. it was all put out in the open, and i had never been so happy as on that night. once again, i thought i was completely cured, but of course not haha. but nick and i are helping each other get through this. oh the irony.
i leave in 12 days. its so scary. im going to miss some people unbelievably. the whole crew....mary, leem, ange, nick, fran, tim, oh man. its going to be so hard. i met my roommates tho, and they seem really cool. if they really are my roommates. ive switched so many times. im in the good dorm tho that i wanted.
i started realizing, ive had a lot of fun this past year. god has given me the little moments of happiness in between all the crap of this year. florida, U2, all the senior stuff, Young apostles, proud to be catholic concert, YA reunion, two trips to six flags, now college. there was always something missing tho, and in a strange way, its still not all the way there. im glad some things were resolved tho. i am. i have so much faith in god now. i really do. he has a plan, and i have to be patient. he answers me, and gives me everything i need...in time. i just pray for a good school year this year. i do. 5 days left of work tho, cant even explain how happy THAT makes me.
well that was long enough. i leave the 27th, if anyone wants to say their goodbyes, please call me or come see me. im going to miss everyone.
i love you jesus. you are my all in all. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|10:08 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
| [ | mood music |
| | Martin Doman- Lover of my soul | ] |
my week as a young apostle was the most amazing week of my life. i could write it all down but it would take up nine pages of this lj. it was that amazing. i met 2 of the most amazing people on the planet, and i love them all...
princess: words cannot express how much i love you. i cant believe how close we got in a week. you are amazing, and we are staying friends forever.
peanut: my hug buddy! you are without a doubt one of my all time favorites. i love you so much, and thanks for listening to me go and on and on and always being there. you are the best!
ashley: my right arm! haha you were always right by my side and i love you for that. never change, and i cant wait for us to visit each other!
brit: my sister, my roomie, my love! i love you so much hun, you took me in when i was abandoned lol and you are my hero. thanks for always being there and for just being you.
mary: my roomie! cant wait for our camping trip! i love you, thanks for staying up till all hours listening to me and for praying with me, you are awesome.
skittles: you are one of the nicest, kindest people i have ever met. thanks for being such an awesome friend, and i know we'll stay in touch cuz "wow, we're special"!
taffy: i love you, and you are just such an awesome person, and i thank you so much for what you did for me over the week.
lauren: my fellow poser! we were such an intricate part in that drama, and we totally stole the show. "i've fallen HARD...cant find my way!" haha i love you so much!
dano: i love you! you are such an awesome girl, i had so much fun w/u this week! never change!
will: you were an awesome jesus lol, and you're an awesome friend. you know we stole the show in front of that stage haha. i love you!
becca: wow, youre special! haha best group ever...love you kit!
tom: what can i say? i just LOVE YOU! never forget me!
shannon 2: the sour part of wow we're special. i think your so strong, and i admire your faith despite what has happened to you. youre awesome.
liz: KAT! i'll never forget you dressed as a monkey. i love you!
doug aka pieces: you are awesome, thanks for being so cool. keep in touch!
alison: you are the most positive person i know. i see christ in you all the time, and you are someone i look up to tremendously. i love you!
ashley 1: you are just the cutest thing ever! keep in touch with me, cuz i know you'll lead me right back to him. you are awesome.
cathy: you have so much energy and passion for Christ, and i love it. the beach was so much fun, lets do it again!
erika: i know youre going to love franciscan. best of luck and keep in touch. i love you!
rob: what do the birds in finding nemo say? haha i love you!
john-paul: i am in love with you when you do that dance! and the hat...what can i say i just love you.
justin: the knot king! haha you are so interesting, please keep in touch youre so cool!
kate: you are the strongest person i have ever met. know that i am always thinking and praying for you, and i love you.
shannon 1: i didnt get to know you that well, but i hope to see you again!
jeanette: i know ive said this, but youre voice is beautiful. its like a summer wind. and you are such a beautiful child in Christ. never change and keep in touch.
bill: a man of few words, but an awesome man of God. you inspire me, never stop living for Him.
wow. i absolutely love you all. and pat, katie, ana, and dan our captains. and father dan! and righteous b! and martin doman! and everyone.
you 25 up there are my family. my life. lets never part. i cant wait to see you all at the reunion on the 6th...im counting the days...never forget the memories! im in the process of posting pics on my website http://community.webshots.com/user/steatthebeach . check it out!
...we stand and lift up our hands, for the joy of the Lord is our strength, we bow down and worship him now, how great, how AWESOME is he! together we sing.....everyone sing....holy is the Lord God Almighty...the Earth is filled with His glory, holy is the Lord God Almighty...the Earth is filled with His glory....and its rising up, all around, its the emblem of the Lord's renown....
i Love you Jesus....thank you for EVERYTHING. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|11:03 pm] |
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| | the killers- mr brightside | ] |
sometimes people say things that are just so right its scary. tonite will was talking about someone setting their standards too low. and that got me to thinking. have i set my standards too high? is that why i find myself dancing with a blow-up microphone instead of with a member of the opposite sex? and if that standard is too high, do i fail to recognize others that meet that standard and just focus on the one i want to focus on? is this making me blind?
and the questions start flowing...
should i simply be grateful? am i being selfish? does my selfishness repel others from me?
and how about the ever present fear. why the heck cant i just stop being afraid? stop fearing hurting peoples feelings by telling them theyre hurting me. i cant stand up for myself. i let people hurt me and i dont say anything. sometimes i just dont know. i just want to walk up to him and tell him exactly what i think of him. how much hes hurt me, how hes kept me on a line, and i want him to tell me he hates me. then all of this would go away.
and wow, i talk about myself way too much.
tonite was my mudda's 18th birthday. we went out to dinner and then went back to wills. last night i went to an amazing prayer group. i love it but it really makes me remenisce which is awful i know but i cant help it. i can picture exact spots on the floor...ah forget it. but it was awesome. then me katie and mary went to watch hill where we met up w/conor and we all stripped down to our underwear and went in the ocean. it was awesome, and not at all cold. i love my friends, sometimes i just dont know what id do without them. if i didnt have katie mary and will, i would be lost. thats why its going to be so hard to leave them. but im leaving so much shit that needs to be left behind. but before that happens, i need....CLOSURE.
and im going to get it. before the summer ends. thats a promise.
steubenville in 3 days. i love you jesus. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|11:29 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] |
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| | dashboard confessional- screaming infedelities | ] |
well my party came and went. and it was a lot of fun. i love my family to death. mark and pat are gone, and everything is changing. i feel so alone. i really need steubenville, which is sooner than i thought. i got into the right weekend which really made me happy. god is going to make a change in my life that is desperately needed. i cant wait. i also cant wait to go to school and get away from here.
what does it say about you when youre too scared to stand up for yourself?
the great mystery of why im alone has been solved...no guys will go out w/me because im a prude...at least according to some people.
i need to go to bed. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|12:03 pm] |
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| | Green Day | ] |
well, its all over. im an official hasbeen. and it feels great. senior week in one word was, amazing. i will never forget it. monday we had grad practice, then me coop leem lee dan and pat went to seaside and hung out at dans cabana. it was great, but then i had to go to work which wasnt that bad. next day was prom!! it was disgustingly hot at practice, then i went home, went for a swim, took a shower, went to leems, picked out a hairstyle, and went to my hair appointment. of course, pam didnt disappoint cuz she never does. so i left there, packed my bag for dans, got dressed, brandon came over and we took some pics then we all met at dans house. took some more pics there, then got in the burban and hit up the prom. the newport marriot was gorgeous, soo much better than junior prom. we took pics, had a little to eat, and then literally danced the entire night. and it was the biggest blast. brandon blew me off half the night so i danced w/other people. whatever, his loss. i danced w/will, quirk, adam, geoff, lee, joe m, joe s, brett, tons of people. and my mudda got prom queen w/joe shawchuck!! she was so adorable haha. so afterwards we go back to dans, change, then drive to tom harvey grab our shit and hike the 15 minute walk to his campsite lol. it was long and arduous haha but we finally got there, me, leem, coop, dom, steve, pat, dan, kenz, line, me, tracy, and i think that was it. so we all have a few drinks, build a fire, then everyone decides to split into couples and hit the tents...except me and line. we stayed by the fire until 5 in the morning, listening to the birds and keeping the fire going and having some beers cuz we were just that lonely. we had some entertainment at the fire w/half hour long makeout sessions and then learning of the sex going on in the tents. then me and line waking up next to those used condoms just made us feel all the CLEANER the next morning. haha what a night. everyone got lucky but us. dan promised next time there'd be an equal number of guys and girls. so then we went to breakfast and then to practice at 9. i then went home, slept, got back up in a few hours, showered, and got dressed for baccalaureate. which was great, mr g was the speaker and he kicked ass! he kept smiling at me from up on stage. i love him! haha and i got two scholarships, the church one and the student council one. the next day, had grad practice again, then marcos came over afterwards and we finally watched spinal tap, and then some seinfeld. we just talked for like an hour which was really cool, and we found out hes only like a half hour from me next year! im so excited! then we went to the banquet which was one of my favorite nights. spellman was awesome, mr scott and mr bergren were awesome, the video was embarassing haha ( yes my hypnosis was in there a lot) and then the receiving line to end it. i cried sooo much! everyone did! especially at mr g, he was crying saying how much hes going to miss katie and i and i just lost it. i also lost it on buck, bentley, leighton, servideo, and so many others. it was very bittersweet. then afterwards me leem coop dom line kenyon mark lee dan and pat went to weekapaug beach and went skinnydipping. haha what an affair that was. i do have pics, but i wont post them online haha, i would be murdered. but they are quite hysterical, great memories. then the next day was graduation!! we had the senior breakfast in the morning which was sad. everyone got to get up and talk, and i said a little something. it was sweet, and then we had like a 5 second practice. so i went home and found out graduation was inside even tho it was gorgeous out so i had to call franny tim and my aunt and cousin and tell them they couldnt come which SUCKED. but then my grandparents who could come arrived and mary came over to take pics cuz she was so mad she couldnt come either, and then i got my presents! which were f-in amazing, exactly what i wanted. god my sisters spoil me. then i went, put on my ropes, tassle, cap and gown. i felt so old!! then it was time to go, it had all come so fast. even tho the speaker spoke for a half hour, it still felt like it rushed by. when my name was called, marys dad came forward and gave me my diploma!!! it was so sweet i wanted to cry! then we all threw our hats which was so the best part and it was all over. then i took a thousand pictures and changed for the grad party!! which was so amazing i cant even explain. we were up alll night, dancing, swimming, doing whatever. we even had a huge game of duck duck goose haha. me and rob sang a duet on karaoke prety damn good, i got a tattoo, wrestled lee in the big inflatable jump around thing, and ate a tonnnn of food. took over 50 pics, will be posting those soon. it was just such a great way to end the year. then it was really sad to leave the class. i slept the whole way home tho, even w/conor poking his head over the seat constantly haha. and i got home around 6, then slept till 3. worked at five till 8, then went to perks w/mary to meet will leem fran and tim. so we're in there, and lee pat, mark, kenyon and quirk show up. so we all go to the beach and franny plays us some guitar and we just hung out. it was fun. then the next day i went to my scholarship's church and had mass w/them. it was real cool, it reminded me of steubenville. then me and the fam went up to my auntie lauras house in massachusetts for my cousins bday party and for fathers day. it was a lot of fun, but we didnt stay all that long. we got home and i went to a campfire at dans where lee mark pat leem will alisha already were. then quirk adam and eliza showed up. there were some heated issues talked about, but the s'mores were good, and pat loosened up my bad neck w/a massage that was GREATTT. then i gave him leem and will a massage too. that was nice, fires are definitely our new thing lol. the next day i hung w/my sisters in front of the pool all day which was great but the pool was coooold. then i went to work at 4 till 9. after which mary came over and we watched more one tree hill which was more amazing then before. the next morning we watched a little more, then went to the beach that was not so good at first but it got really nice. then i came home, didnt feel so hot, ate dinner, and finished the entire first season which took till like 1:30. haha but it was amazing. i am in love w/james lafferty. holy wow. anyway, today im still not feeling so hot, dont know what im gonna do, me and leem might go see the sisterhood of the traveling pants (yes!!) and then i have to work at 3 till 8. then afterwards who knows. im not working again till sunday cuz my partys on saturday! everyone come, starts at 2...please come its gonna be fun. so thats like the last week and a half of my life. its been so busy, i havent been able to update this thing. only about two months till i leave for marist...its so weird but exciting. ive met some other freshmen online, and im getting real exicted. allritey well im done now. this tired me out.
luv you jesus.
congrats class of '05. we did it. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|09:09 am] |
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| |  relieved | ] |
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| | Gavin Degraw- More than anyone | ] |
well classes are officially over for seniors. and since i had no exams, my last day was wednesday. thursday me leem and eliza met her brother read at the beach where pretty much our entire grade had gathered. it was great, we stayed for over four hours. chilled w/lee, pat, dan, mark, conor, marty, saw emmy and alicia, as well as everyone else and their mom. it was great tho, we played soccer and went in the water a ton, and the best part was, everyone else was at school. haha. suckers. then i went home, ate dinner, showered, and went to my very last y volleyball game ever. they made it the playoffs since the following week noone would be there. we got to the finals, but then lost to rach's team. but condog and leem came to watch me! i actually had fans and it was great lol. i have like 5 bruises for sliding but it was fun. then me conor leem and mary went to dq afterwards even tho me eliza leem and read had already been that same day haha. then me and mare went to her house and she officially got me hooked on one tree hill. i am OBSESSED. nathan is just the hottest guy ever and i am in love lol. i feel like an f-in freshman saying that. well i am almost a freshman...in college that is! i leave in...2 months and 15 days. woohooo. im pumped. so the next morning me and mary were planning on going to the beach but it was gross. so we watched more one tree hill, then went back to my house at aroun 4 and i showered and then we went to the mall. i got a new bathing suit that i am in love with, some shorts, couple shirts, a halter top, and an adorable dress for senior week. then we went back to my house, watched some tv and then marcos called me reminding me that pat was having a party. he had said something about it at the beach but i forgot. so we went there, and there were no lie like 70 people crammed into his tiny house, basement, and backyard. even tho i couldnt drink it was a lot of fun lol. i hung out w/quirk and william and bruce and amazingly hot zack from hendricken and marcos and meagan. it was fun, until milam decides he wants to beat up will. but whatever. then yesterday i worked out...and i cant remember what else i did. o yeah, i got another dress for senior week. i am in love with it. its a blue halter dress and its sooo hott! haha im so excited for prom, and baccalaureate (mr. g is speaking!) and the banquet, even tho im going to be embarassed by the video lol. speaking of mr. g, on the way to pats eliza called me and told me that we won the marketing A+! i was sooo excited, we worked so f-in hard on that thing. we tried to get a hold of leem but shes at new englands still. im so excited for the prizes hehe. and steubie's comin up too! no work, jesus all week long....oh man its gonna rock. then hopefully my summer can be as great as last was, where i feel really good about myself. wells i have to work today so i should get in the shower cuz im gross haha. 5 days till graduation.....FIVE!!!! i better see everyone there!!!!!:-D
without you jesus, i would not be here. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | lifehouse- you and me | ] |
wow...what a week so far and its only tuesday. saturday was my orientation...it was great! i had so much fun and met so many interesting people. i cannot wait to go, i kind of want to go now lol. then sunday i worked early and went to liz's grad party, which was a freakin blast as always. i am in love with my family. we played an unbelievable game of wiffleball that was one big cheat-fest. haha but it was great. and i found out liz chris and i are all like 40 minutes of each other next yr! im so excited! then monday was the senior picnic which was an F-IN BLAST. i had the funnest time. me and leem were INTENSE, playing sports, going swimming, eating, getting in water fights w/condog, and i was hypnotized at the hypnotist show! oh man let me just tell this story. so me leem megan bruce quirk and jordan are part of the group that gets invited up. then i got called to sit in the chairs. and we started doing all this fun stuff. he hit my head and said sleep and i just fell over! it was soo intense. i went on a magic carpet ride, a pony, hid money in my pants, reggae danced, hit on the fat hypnotist, and then had my most embarassing moment of all. me and this boy named juan martinez acted out the song "hero" by enrique eglasias. i was the scared girl who enrique wanted so he kept trying to seduce me, but i kept running away. you would NOT BELIEVE how seductive i got, giving him these eyes. everyone was hysterical, and pretty much my whole class was there. i know i was under, because i never would have BALLET danced like i did, im always so embarassed. some of the hypnosis didnt work, but some did. i stared at coop for over four minutes and didnt blink once, and i was completely frozen. it was wild, and everyone said they were laughing so hard. now they all look at me differently. i was like a celebrity the rest of the day. the whole f-in thing is on tape thanks to quirk lol and its going in the senior video...needless to say me and bruce are embarassed haha. jordan was faking, but me and bruce had it bad. and it was GREAT haha. a blast, and a once in a lifetime thing man. haha and the rest of the day was a blast too...except that our blankets were on lounges right next to a shitpipe haha...that was interesting. so then we get home, i shower, leem comes over w/posterboard and we made condogs posters for his game! they said, go condog we love you! and just for the F-IN record, he had asked us to go WEEKS AGO because we're his friends. so we did. and it was so much fun...we were popes! hahahaa we were acting like we were drunk but we were right by the fence in right field where condog plays! he was unreal, the rest of the team wasnt so much. they got mercied lol. and conor plays on matts team, so matt and everyone else just assumed i was doing it to piss off and hurt matt. um, hello?? everything i do is not about matt. and if i want to see conor play cuz hes a good friend of mine, im not going to let the fact that matt plays on the same team stop me from doing that. just cuz i dated him, it shouldnt prevent me from having fun w/katie and seeing conor. so, whatever. a lot of people just need to grow up. i didn't go w/intentions of pissing people off. i didnt even go near matt, i could have been a bitch and ran by the dugout w/the poster but i didnt. we stayed way off by ourselves and only talked to conor. and he was real happy we came lol. haha it was a fun time. so yeah today was boring in school...and tomorrow is my LAST DAY!!!! four day weekend...then senior week! its really here! prom is on tuesday and im real pumped about that. should be reallll fun. and graduation...wow it hasnt even hit me that its this close. wahooooo! and then summer, which is going to be great. my chart is going to be FILLED THE F UP. and that is a promise. so yeah, last couple days have been great. and more greats are to come.
again...i didnt go w/the intention of pissing ANYONE off...please stop assuming im this mondo bitch who does things like that. come on, do you know me at all?
jesus....muuuuuaaahhh! love ya
i love you class of '05...i really do...gonna miss ya :-( |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|06:20 pm] |
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| | U2- City of Blinding Lights | ] |
well its a week later. life has been crazy lately. last friday me and leem went and visited condog at work and bought fruit. then we had an intense plan to go write on the east beach wall and then it started POURING. so we rented GRIND (best movie ever) and met ange and mary at anges and watched that. annnd i got them hooked. they love it! condog actually called us that nite like he said he would but we missed it which sucked. then saturday i went to leems meet and she kicked ass of course. then that nite me leem and alyssa met mark and dan in watch hill. we had a cool ass plan to go to paddys cuz badfish was playing but it turns out its 21 plus, not 18. soooo we went to perks, got blown off and then it was just me lyss and leem. so then nick calls me and says hes down. and so does fran. so nick says he'll call us later so we drive around aimlessly for a while haha which was fun then fran calls us, we meet him and tim at perks, then nick calls and says come to the beach. so we all met there. it was so great to see nick again, it had been so long! he hasnt changed a bit lol and i love it. so then we were all chillin and then it started to rain. so we all split. it was fun tho, very nostalgic nite lol. then the next day...i did something. o ya i worked, got visited by fran adam and william. that nite me and leem met at mares and we met fran and he played us guitar at the beach. his new songs are UNREAL. and he played out loud for me...I LOVE HIM!!! we cl then it started thundering and lightning so we left. we called marty to find condog and they were at bruces. they invited us to go (lucky us!) lol but we werent up for it (mary was ready to KILL US lol). dan siesciewicz (sp real bad)invited us to chill w/him and a buncha ppl but we called and he was only w/the springers so then we ended up all going to frans and playing video games. marcos came by and chilled w/us too. then we brought him home cuz he was not fit to drive haha. then we went back to mares and passed out. next day me and leem got up earrrrrrly to go meet eliza at leems house to work on the big ass marketing project. we got mucho done, then i went to work where franny and leem came to visit me cuz frannys goin to jamaica...im gonna miss him hes going for two weeks! but he'll be back for my graduation! im so glad him and timbo are coming...two weeks from today!!! sooo pumped! and then this week blew but now i only have a two day week next week then senior week! this afternoon we worked mad hard on the project...saw elizas brother again......SO F-IN GORGEOUS OMG!!! haha...hes gonna help us w/the video, which is freakin hysterical...me and leem got to run w/the horses and the donkies! tonite i think me and marcos are just gonna have a movie nite cuz i have to get up SO early cuz i have orientation tomorrow! pumped about that too. then sunday i work in the morning, then we're goin to liz's grad party which im real excited about too. then monday is the picnic! i am MADDD excited for that. tuesday and wednesday...then IM DONE!!! and prom is coming up real soon too...i found out we have a table really close to the dance floor...pummmmmped. im just pumped about alot. so all the other shit thats been getting me down is being relieved by the thought of all the excitement of the next few weeks. and this summer will be good...that is an f-in PROMISE. i'll either, get over it, it will change in my favor, or i'll stay away from it all together. but the friends who arent yanking on my heartstrings or telling me good riddance will make my summer a blast. well i have to go plan my night, cuz come on, its freakin friday!
my grad party is sat the 25th....come on, come all!!!! :-)
its all about You, its all about You, Jesus. Muah. |
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[May. 27th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
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| | giddy | ] |
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| | Every song ever played by U2 | ] |
last night was quite simply one of the greatest nights of my life. words cant really explain it, but im going to try.
first, i got out of school early which is always good. then me kayc and erica drove to attleboro and got on the commuter rail to back bay. we got there, did a little window shopping at copley, then kayc treated us to dinner at boston beer works. i got a hawaiian pizza then we got this mud pie dessert. which was wicked good...yum. but um hello this was all NOTHING compared to what was ahead! so we take the T to north station and kayc drops us off in front of the fleet center and we go in!!!!!!!
first, we got searched lol which was interesting, then we got our shirts and found our seats! it was such a huge place, and we were high up, but we could see the stage perfectly...and i was about to piss my pants and we still had an hour and a half before i saw them...yes, in the flesh. thats right. so the kings of leon opened up for them, and they actually werent bad. i was just too antsy to see my boys tho. FINALLY 9 arrives and the lights go out and im so anxious i cant sit straight. people keep screaming, so we keep thinking theyre out, but theyre making us wait lol. then i see shadows creeping on stage and i just start screaming. the lights came on, red, blue, green, yellow, and every other color. and there they were!!!!!! i have never been so happy in my life....there they were, my four favorite men in the world, more beautiful and wonderful in real life than ever before. Bono was hot, Edge was the coolest guy ever, larry was chill as always, and adam rocked out on his own. i loved each and every one of them...they were just amazing. and they played AMAZING, they are so f-in good live. and they played such good stuff...Vertigo, City of blinding lights, Sometimes you can't make it on your own, Love Peace or Else, Original of the Species, Miracle Drug, All Because of You, and that was JUST from the new album! they also played Where the Streets Have No Name, Bullet the Blue Sky, Elevation, Beautiful Day, Pride, Gloria, Sunday Bloody Sunday (yes thats right!), all of which were f-in amazing!!! ...and i havent gotten to the best part. before they left the first time, guess what they played? what could just make my day, my week, my YEAR?? THATS F-IN RIGHT, they played ONE, BABY!!!!!! just when i thought they couldnt get any more WONDERFUL! i had tears in my eyes, it was just so beautiful. then they come back for an encore and play like four more songs, ending with....WITH OR WITHOUT YOU, thats right! i didnt even think they were going to play it, but it was unbelievable. so now that my top two songs, had been played, i considered myself lucky. then they come out for a THIRD ENCORE...and the last song of that was...you guessed it, my third favorite, BAD!!! they actually played bad!! i was FLIPPING OUT! i am in love with that song. oh who am i kidding im in love w/them all. but it was cool that my top 3 rounded out the encores!! omg. Bono is without a doubt the most amazing vocalist ever. and Edge had like 3 unbelievable guitar solos....and he is absolutely unreal. i cant even explain it, he just rocked out like crazy...it was SO badass and wicked hot. Larry had a drum solo that f-in rocked also, and Adam had his own moment too. Bono was going nuts, running around everywhere, and he even brought this girl up on stage and sang to her....luckiest bitch ever!!!!!! i seriously cant remember a time when i was that happy...singing along with my favoritest band in this universe as they were playing so amazingly...it was pure heaven. i cant even put the feeling into words, i really cant. it defies description. its something to be experienced. it was worth every penny, and more. and let me tell you, last night was NOT the last time i am seeing them in concert...that was just too amazing to only see once. and they are such nice guys too, pioneering to find a cure for aids and help the poor. i just love bono, i love him to death. he is such an inspiration, as a person and as a musician. so i guess some words can somewhat describe it, cuz i just wrote a whole ton. but it doesnt explain the feeling...the emotion...the undescribable beauty...i was just in awe...and still am. AHHHH I F-IN LOVE U2 FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!! muah!!! Bono, Edge, Larry and Adam, GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!!!!!! i love you all more than you know!!
Thank you God for putting me in that place that night...and hopefully again!!! MUAAAAHHHH!!! |
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[May. 24th, 2005|09:57 pm] |
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lot going on lately. senior stuff, finishing up last projects and assignments, the prospect of working more, steubenville approaching, college stuff, facing reality about a lot of things....agh i dont know. sometimes i just really dont know. only two freakin days till U2...thank the lord. i need that...so bad.
why don't things stay the same? why does everything change? why does everything good come in short, tiny bursts and then vanish again? is it so we don't get greedy? or is it just to be cruel?
9 class days of school left. i almost wish i could run right off to college. im not really looking forward to the moment ive been dreading for...wait, todays 9 months exactly!...arriving. look at me, little ms. negative. steubenville is coming up, and i can't wait. i love jesus, he is my strength.
ive got nothing.
i tear my heart open
just to feel... |
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